just

want to get out this country and go work abroad or something. Been sitting looking up working holidays, summer internships abroad etc but to do these things you need to have a LOT of money to begin with and most want you to cover your own flights and living expenses, while others will provide housing but want you to pay about 4,000 quid for the program. 

there is literally no way out of this vicious bloody depressing circle.

life of crime, here I come